My diary now blog

Christmas is in 2 weeks time. And this is the 1st time I'm celebrating it with Caffeine Addict in blogspot! =) The top of my Christmas wish list is to have 100 posts by the end of year 2008. Will I or will I not be able to reach one double zero before the new year? I very very very much hope I could.

This week had been a rough week for me. Apparently my source of inspiration is a few thousand miles away. Over the mountains and across the ocean. I was inspired to come up with Caffeine Addict because of this special one. I know it sounds cliche but I'm motivated to write because I want to get close to him. Spiritually.

That's part of it. Another reason why I spent hours and days to pen down things that happened in my life is that I've always wanted a life journal. I remember when I was 13 years old, I used to write in a blue diary which I've always hid under my bed. I'm not sure if anyone ever reads it, but inside I see a troubled teenage girl who's always trying to cope with life. A lot of it was about weight issues. Thank goodness I've got it disposed. Never want to look back at those dark times I had. Like they say, let bygones be bygones.

Now this blog is more to the optimistic side of me. Although I must admit I still rant and complain a lot. Change needs time! People can change. As long as it's for good. Tomorrow I'll be helping Mum with some chores. Hope I'll be inspired or motivated to write something. And I hope I'll get my e-mails replied.

Till then, nite nite.